December 2013 Letter: Dear Bullies,
Thank you for aggravating me enough that I am now seriously angry angry at you. Thank you for rearing your ugly head just one too many times; I am so ready to dislodge you.
You’ve had a pretty high position in my life for too long. I have let you dictate what I do with my time, my money, my body, my choices. I have let you influence my moods, my sense of worth, my happiness.
Sometimes, you mascarade yourself as Fear. When you do, I have mostly cowarded, even down to changing my plans so I would not have to face you–like public speaking. Or parallel park. Or confront an issue.
I have pretended that your will was my desire. I have acted as though I did not mind, as though you knew best, as though I was thrilled.
But you have driven me into a corner one too many times. I am done being pushed around by you.
I am pushing back. With every ounce of me.
Thank you for teaching me the power of words. You have caused me to lose my strength with your evil words, and now I will cause you to lose your power over me with my words of truth.
Thank you for showing me the power of persistence. You have almost crushed me to death with relentless pressure on my heart. I will destroy you until nothing of you is left to rear its ugly head at me. I will not quit until I win.
And today, dear bullies that I hate, I thank you for reminding me that who I am and what I have is worth fighting for; you wouldn’t work so hard at destroying it if it wasn’t. Thank you for waking me up to the beauty of my life.
Cultivating Thankfulness with Ann Voskamp
#813 Road trip with my hubby
#814 Fall in all of its glory
#815 Pumpkin gobs
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